"you say you wanna lose control? come over here i've got something to show ya."

10:41pm:
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11:21pm: wow wow wow
so.....instead of me going to aruba, me and suz are taking a cruise from boston to bermuda!!! which will be better in the long run. and it looks like we're going during my bday!!!!! haha, i love it!

anyways! i went to a psychic...and she was dead on about everything! it was really scary. i'm going every 3 months. it was a crazy experience, and i recommend that everyone should go to one at least once. i went to one in quincy called, regina russel's tearoom. it was so worth every penny.

well, i'm off to bed cuz i have a 10 hour day at work tomorrow. cya!

6:51pm: ...it was called yellow
just got home from a lovely day at work! fun times, let me tell ya. so, i got one of my credit card bills today, $330.32!! whatever, i paid the whole thing off. i hate this time of the month...2 credit card bills, cell phone, and rent all within the same week!! IT SUCKS! and mum did my taxes today, i only get $248 back....NOW THAT SUCKS! so, that money is going to my downpayment for aRuBa!!! i can't wait to go...we're going in mid-october! it's gonna be great. i'm done for now. lata


GOOD LUCK TOMORROW SUZ!

9:42am: hey guys!!
wow...i haven't really updated in a LONG time. haha, ohh well.

so, i started doing yoga on tuesday nights and saturday mornings. holy shit....it's such a workout. i can feel every muscle being worked out...it's crazy!! i need to find a second fulltime job. cvs paycheck isn't enough anymore. i'm to lazy to go out and look tho. like, when i have a day off, i just wanna stay home and relax and do house chores.
anyways...i heard ashlee simpson wasn't coming around here for her tour. then i found out that she is, but her show was already sold out! i was pissed!! i love ashlee.
haha, yesterday i went to the cape...pretty random. it was such a nice day out too.
well, i'm done for now.

10:51pm: haha, i finally got a new computer!!!

Toxic by Britney Spears

"It's getting late To give you up I took a sip From my devil cup Slowly It's taking over me " Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.

8:09pm: ummmmm...? i don't understand the whole subject deal?
wow.....SUMMER IS HERE...thank god! so, i've been to a few concerts...kiss concert, summer jam, and AEROSMITH!!! suzanne and i decided something...at all 3 of these concerts we saw this asian kid, by himself, dancing....by himself. and he everyone laughs at him. we decided that he is my soulmate!! HAHAHA....i love it!
camp started last week...i love camp!!!!!!! it is the best job that i could ever have! i love kids, and acting stupid with kids....because they don't care what u do, or what u look like. they don't judge u...i wish i could be a kid for the rest of my life...if not, i HAVE to be working with kids. anyways, my favorite kid of all time is back again...JIMMY!!! he's great, he has severe ADHD!! HE'S NUTS AND OFF THE WALL!!!!! i love him so much...when i first saw him since last summer he came running up to me and said, "jill!! look how much i grew!!!!" i wanted to cry, he makes me so happy! and sara (a counselor) is trying to take him away from me...each counselor has their own group, and he's in mine...and she's trying to take him away from me!! i'll kill the bitch! haha, i love my group!!
so, my bday is wednesday!! i can't wait! we're going to water wiz with camp...then me and a select few of the camp counselors are getting pedicures, i've never gotten one...i'm kinda scared, then we're going out to dinner. i told them i wanted to go to ken-taco-hut (kentucky fried chicken, taco bell, and pizza hut....GREATEST IDEA IN THE WORLD!!!) but they said no...i was upset :( i love taco bell!!!!! then friday kellie mac is taking me out....should be fun! then on july 10th.....I'M GOING TO THE MALE ENCOUNTER!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SAVING MY DOLLAR BILLS FOR THIS NIGHT.....I'M SO FUCKING PUMPED!!!!

9:49pm: ~G~R~A~D~U~A~T~I~O~N~
haha....OW OW!!!!! done w/ high school! mixed feelings about the whole situation. the ceremony went well, except our rows got fucked up by a certain someone...NICOLE! and me and brianne made jokes the whole time, she kept me entertained and laughing, NOT A DULL MOMENT W/ HER! so i went to a few parties saturday, they were fun. sunday was my AWESOME RAINY LUAU! alex came! he is the greatest...EVER. then caitlin, katherine, danielle, and phil stopped by...and made fun of me, of course. i'm so glad they all came, it was very nice of them....THANKS FOR COMING! then jme, jon, and matt came...and kim, erica, cat and nick (?) came...and left quickly, haha....ohh well! J-Fo, kellie, and jme b (EHHHHHH) came over. then suz came back....AND WE SANG SO MANY SONGS W/ THE KARAOKE!!!! it was great...karaoke is my FAVORITE THING TO DO IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!! i love it! so, after a few too many margaritas, the fam eventually left and the party really started. haha, it was fun. AND MISS STACEY CAME BY!!!! AND SHE GAVE ME SOME GREAT PRESCHOOL PICTURES!! I <3 MISS STACEY! haha. today i woke up...sick. and we all went out to breakfast...it was pretty decent. then me and suz came back to my house and made some cd's. then i dropped off my film at good old cvs! then i worked at rec. then i picked up my pics....THEY ARE GOOD!! so, i'm now home....resting.



AND A NEW SEASON OF ROAD RULES IS ON.....RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED BECAUSE I AM ADDICTED TO REALITY TV! WHERE IS THE SOC CREW?!?!?!!??!!? i'm really going to miss those discussions about the oc, ONE TREE HILL, and real world.....SAN DIEGO!!! well, im gonna wrap this one up....because my eyes are glued to the new road rules.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

7:32pm: this seems pretty accurate...

S	Sweet
L	Luscious
J	Joyful
I	Important
L	Lazy
L	Loud
Y	Young
B	Brilliant
E	Entertaining
A	Astonishing
N	Natural

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8:45am: WOW
well, today is graduation day. we've all been waiting for this day and we've all been thinking about what this day will be like. it's a weird feeling for me i guess. i'm happy to move on, but at the same time, i do not wanna leave silver lake. i've had SO many memories with these people, good and bad. so many experiences with everyone. this is the last time our class is together...it's strange. 2004 really has grown from individuals (everyone for themselves type of thing) entering high school...now, we leave sirrico field as one...one class that consists of AMAZING individuals. i know i'll never see majority of these kids again...and it sucks.

well 2004, good luck with everything that comes to you. i will never forget the memories that we've all shared together. all the spirit weeks, homecomings, carnival weeks, mr. sl's, emmy night, sl idol, all the foolish classes we had to take, the football games, the bball games, pep rallies, senior bbq, senior ice cream party, all the other parties, proms, AND MOST OF ALL...YOU!

i'm honored to be part of the last class of SL.

10:24pm: haha, no subject tonight
heeyyyyy!!!! not much lately...JK!! prom was fucking terrific!....it really was so much fun. then the next day was kiss concert 2004...and me and suz met JC FROM NSYNC!!! he's so cute and nice!! haha. and we have a new assistant manager at good old CVS!!!! AND HE'S MY IDEAL MAN...except for the one and only JT-LAKE!! ow ow!! anyways, i'm obsessed w/ him....his name's greg, 25, badboyish (kinda), and every other word out of his mouth is fuck.....MY KINDA GUY!!! haha, he really is awesome, and all we do is joke around and make fun of everyone....and i've only worked w/ him 2 days! haha. so, i started old navy tonight....AND I DO NOT LIKE IT....AT ALL!!! i'm so used to the cvs register, and the old navy register is completly opposite of what i'm used to. not only that, but i can't get the fucking sensors off the clothes!! i'm probably gonna quit there in july. this old navy crew is NOTHING like my 1865 crew!!!!! the 1865 crew is the cvs crew...and we really are a fam there!! haha.....i'm done for tonight...unless i get REALLY bored, which i probably will! haha.....IT BETTER NOT FUCKING RAIN SUNDAY...BECAUSE IT'S MY GRADUATION LUAU!! YEAAAAAAA FOR KARAOKE!!

10:19pm: THIS IS GREAT!

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10:53pm: WHAT A DAY TODAY!!!!
WOW, so many ups and downs today!

UPS:
- it was senior skip day, so i didn't go to school.
- went to a private beach w/ some of my good friends from REC
- i FINALLY went in the "tunnels" (jen, sorry u weren't there)
- me and suz blasted some good old tunes in the mustang w/ the top down
- i got some marylous's
- i got to work w/ my favorite co-worker...PAM!!!
- i got the job at old navy.....and i turned in my application on tuesday (which was what, 3 days ago???)
- i had some good in depth conversations w/ people
- i'm going to new orleans (and hopefully *KENTWOOD*) and then taking a cruise to montego bay and cozumel in august!!!!!

DOWNS:
- it was shitty all day, until we all had to leave
- the new regional manager came in today to evaluate CVS...BIG FUN THAT WAS!!....RIGHT!!!
- i found out that some of my "GOOD FRIENDS" are actually shitheads, and i really don't wanna deal w/ them anymore....BITCHES!!!!
- i have the worst sunburn on my face!! the thing is like, bright red/purple and WICKED shiny!! AND IT HURTS LIKE A MOFO!
- i missed the last day of preschool..... :*( BIG TIME SAD
- according to miss stacey, i'm not going to 6flags or i'm in the trunk w/ matthew....JOY!!
- i come home from work around 10:45 tonight, and i go to turn the computer on and what's on the screen????? PICTURES OF ME SMOKING OUT OF A GHETTO BONG, BLOWING OUT SMOKE, AND ME HANGING OUT OF KT'S JEEP TAPED TO THE SCREEN W/ A NOTE SAYING..."NICE JILLIAN....LOVE MOM"

*~*~FUCKING FANTASTIC~*~*

11:04pm: this entry is dedicated to the one and ONLY....laundra!!!
haha....YEA FOR LAUNDRA! i had so much fun, just laughing at STUPID stuff. laura looking for prom dates (the cute kid at best buy would be my numero uno pick!!!); how u needed some "watah" "wicked" bad; THE MARRIED, ENGAGED, BROTHER/SISTER, WHATEVER THE HELL THEY WERE couple; vercs, all over; "this is the part where alex dies"; PRESCHOOL; our favorite drug....ADMD!; "is virginia beach in north carolina?" (me asking laura) "ahh, no...it's in virginia." THX FOR CLEARING THAT ONE UP!

haha, i had a fun night...goodnight!

10:03pm: this seems a little right...

Your Energy is Orange. Restless at times, you are
a very focused self starter. People with orange
energy are organized, inspirational and design
concious. You are confident in your abilities
and like to be in control.

You would make a good architect, teacher, designer,
or entreprenuer.


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10:20pm: !!!!!!!!!
yup....just got home from kristie's. we finished our pants for britney!!! AND THEY'RE FUCKING AMAZING!!1 her are awesome, they have purple satin, glitter, stars, and random tassels on them!...THEY'RE HOTT! mine have red paint splatters all over them, boom boom across the ass in red w/ glitter, red ribbon belt, and BEADED FRINGE!!!! 2 weeks from tomorrow...CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE!!!!!

ANYWAYS...i finally got written up for skipping PIT...4 times. even tho i got written up for it, i STILL left today...ahhh. caitlin flipped a coin and it landed on heads (we leave). so, me and kristie had a nice lunch at wendy's...then we drove around...went to the beach and picked up some seashells (random, i know), then we drove some more and looked for houses to rent on the beach for the summer.

so, this is it for today...i'm gonna watch a little tv and then go to bed. and i have a lesson for preschool tomorrow (i HATE tuesday/thursday kids!!)

9:31pm: ...
i need to vent...and no one's around to listen to me


i just wanna cry right now


i have so much going on....and i hate it


i just wanna crawl under a blanket so no one can see me

8:06pm: ohhhh man....one of those days!
hey everyone! i haven't updated in awhile...ohh well. i'm at a point where i'm sick of everything and everyone! i can't take it anymore. i don't wanna go to school at all anymore, i'm so sick of BOTH my jobs. all i ever do is go to school, then go to work....IT SUCKS!! i don't think anyone knows what it's like to have to work for everything that i have. i have to pay for everything...car insurance, clothes, gas, food (even school lunches), if i go out somewhere (concerts, movies, ect...), school supplies, PROM, graduation crap...EVERYTHING!!!! it sucks!!! i made a little over $11,000 in 2003...i don't even have $1000 in the bank because i have to pay for everything. today in study, hillary was saying something about paying room and board...and i was like, yea...i have to pay when i turn 18. and i got the strangest look from her. something like that was mentioned in my soc class one day. mrs. place asked us if we had to pay room and board when we turn 18...I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT RAISED THEIR HAND!!! everyone was interested in it..."why do u have to pay??" not only that, i have to pay for ALL my college. AND....everyone won't stop talking about college!!! i have no idea what i'm doing next year, and that's really scary! i wanted to go to framingham state SSOOO bad...but i didn't get in. i got a letter from BSC today....i didn't get in there either. so, i was thinking of becoming a preschool teacher right from high school. then i have "FRIENDS" telling me, "jill, if u don't go to college...you won't get anywhere in life." AAHHHH so then i start thinking that i should go to cape cod community and live there....i could get away from SL country. but, i have to pay for it...and i have NO money. so then i think i should go to massassoit...aka, the SL of college. i have 3 choices, and i really don't want to pick from any of them. i came home today and the mail was on the counter. and the envelope on the top was from BSC...i opened with my dad...ANOTHER REJECTION LETTER. awesome!!!!!! then my dad's like, "who's fault is it? not mine!!" thanks dad, thanks a lot! then he's like, what's the matter?....what's wrong?? WHAT'S WRONG???....everything, but no one would ever think so.

and don't even get me started on specific people...because i can really go on FOREVER tonight...

3:53pm: ...
i feel like i could cry myself to sleep, forever...

6:27pm: i wish....
what a day i had today! it started when i called emmy to see if we were still going to the ultimate for prom dresses. she couldn't go cuz she got kicked out of her house...(you're always welcomed at mi casa em!) so, i just planned on seeing if the mall had anything. then kristie calls and she came w/ me to the ultimate. i thought we were gonna get SOO lost....but we didn't, thx to kris..not me. haha. so we get to the store around 11ish, and leave around, 2ish. it was SO BUSY AND CROWDED. ohh man, i'm glad i got the whole dress ordeal over and done with. so my dress is very pretty, it's not me at all. it's bright teal, and it poofs out a little at the bottom, and it has sequins and beads at the top. i LOVE it tho. i didn't like it on the hanger, but i'm obsessed now. THX AGAIN CYNDI!! (she picked it out, she also works there). and kris' dress is SO HER!! haha. it's so weird tho...we were in line waiting to try on dresses, yes there was a line. and she went over to a rack and started looking thru dresses, and she found the one she loves that she found online. she was PUMPED! so, we try on our dresses, and we looked OH SO HOTT! so kris' dress is so old fashioned, it's lovely. it's black and WICKED POOFY. it's kinda hard to explain. we had so much luck finding the store, because i do not know how to drive, and finding dresses. so i knew we would get lost coming home. so we're in the tunnel, and i see an exit that says, SOUTH STATION, and i obviously know what that is, so i got off there. WE END UP IN THE MIDDLE OF BOSTON. i wanted to die right there. so we start to drive around boston, haha....fun time! we eventually found our way home tho. and i'm in for the night because my fav show is on, ONE TREE HILL. lucas is to die for. haha, have a good night kiddies.

6:17pm: P - A - T - S...PATS, PATS, PATS!!!
wow...today was the much anticipated patriots parade! it was sooo much fun, even tho we didn't stay for the whole thing.
today was really so much fun. i almost died when jill b started to light up a bowl in city hall plaza at about, 8:30 in the morning. haha, she's awesome! suz went crowd surfing a few times. and the rest of us just went nuts.
then me and suz lost jill and jackie, and then we lost kris and sarah. i don't even know if kris and sarah got home ok. :(
"whether it was 20 below, or 3 feet of snow, you were there and we appreciate that!!" - bruschi
"i've got 2 of these, and the last time i checked, i got a lot more fingers!!" - ADAM
anyways, i gotta go and pick up my pictures from today at cvs...cya!

5:40pm: it's gonna be crazy tomorrow!!
hey everyone! HOW BOUT THEM PATRIOTS!?!? I was so nervous last night. I'm so pumped about tomorrow, it's gonna be so much better than the last one. My school spirit mode is kicking in, I'm going all out tomorrow! I'm leaving my house at 5:45...in the morning! I can't wait. YEA PATS!
So, I had a great day today. I went to school late this morning, so I missed leadership, but Bystrom wasn't even here. Then I went to english, it was ok. Then, my favorite class of all, MATH! haha, right!! After that, me, kristie, and sarah skipped personal income taxes. We went to Wendy's (which is always good), we drove around, and we went shopping for TOMORROW!!
I think I'm in for the night. I'm gonna finish up my high quality signs for tomorrow. And the new real world/road rules challenge starts up tonight!! I'm addicted to reality tv...it's sad, I know.
I'll probably see most of you tomorrow in good old Boston.

7:03pm: pretty good day today...
hey guys! i had a good day today, it started after lunch in personal income taxes...i know, most random class ever!! i couldn't stop laughing. caitlin, catherine, and danielle are so funny. i love sitting with them in that class. so my next class was math, which is the biggest joke. we had to take a quiz today, and me and kristie finished pretty quick (because i had no clue what i was doing). so we started writing notes, so jr. high...i know. we talked about BRIT (70 more days, i can't wait anymore)!! then she says, i could go for an "italian sub" right now. ohh man...i started crying because i was laughing so hard. that girl's awesome and i love her.
i'm getting pretty pumped up for sunday...THE SUPERBOWL!! HELL YEA PATS! me and my dad are gonna go psycho, i love dad...he's the best. and i can't wait for another parade, that was a good time two years ago.
well, i'm gonna wrap it up...cya!